I'll get through this one [PILL] at a time

I can feel it, I'm not the person that I was for the last couple of months. I can feel the emotions of being scared and lonely comming back to me. I hated those days, I wasnt who I was. You may thought I was fine, but actually that was just this little pill that plays with my emotions and brings me to a better mood. I can't believe that I'm starting this again, but It's the only way people won't suspect that anything is wrong. I know I shouldn't but yet it makes me feel so much better.