This is why I shall remember

A brave Sergent who tried to save his friends in that dried up river bank in Afghanistan
A bride at 18, Ortona widow by 19
Some of the stories i heard today hit home.

Before I went to Notre Dame,
remembrance day was just another day
it really meant just a moment of silence
but i didn't know what to think about

Now over the few years at notre dame
a teacher who strives for the students to
listen,
understand,
and learn,
about why we should remember...

Every year I listen to stories,
about war veterans, widows, historians and historic reinactors
telling us why we should remember
and every year i burst into tears
trying to understand what they went through

Listening to their stories means a lot.
They are sharing their memories,
which is our Canadian history
take the time to listen to a veteran and you'll understand

It boggles my mind to see so many empty seats
wear the veterans would sit
It was just 6 years ago that it was filled with veterans
but it was just two years ago what we lost the last
of our veterans of WWI

Today i wear this poppy,
with pride
with knowledge
and respect.

On the eleventh month
of the eleventh day
of the eleventh hour
I will stand in silence
with my poppy on my heart
remembering those who wore the uniform
so we don't have to.

Your just sick, your not going anywhere in life

Dear fuck up.

Honestly,
that's just low,
offering someone money?
seriously
just give up
I'm not coming back to you
just leave me alone.
Your just messed
trying to do things
that would "make me jealous"
well i could care less.
Just give up,
because nothing you do or say
will make me come back to you.


sincerely,
happy without you

A Knight for a Princess

An eventful night full of strained vocal cords and ruby red cheeks
this princess has a night to remember

Mama Mia, started off the night
it was a sing-along if i might add
good times laughing at the corny areas of the movie,
but had fun none the less

The night was coming to an end when we stop at my step,
you asked if i had time for a walk
and that's is what we did
it wasn't a very good walk, since we stopped at the park
gone on the swings till we felt dizzy

we sat on a park bench,
and had a long chat.
i started to shiver
and you kindly put your jacket over my shoulders
after it got a little quiet,
awkward if you want to get specific
I looked into your eyes,
and i knew.

We started talking even more,
the back of my mind wondering
what should i expect? what should i say?

I got a little frightened
because I've never felt this way
its never felt this real for me

I looked at the time, shocked as i was it was late
I had to get going,
I felt like Cinderella having to leave her prince
You said you didn't want me to go,
and that there was something that we had to do.
i looked at you dumbfounded totally forgotten what i realised.

I told me that you liked me,
how my heart beats when i hear you say that
you held my hand
and kissed me

everything made sense
it was like another puzzle piece had fit
now you are a part of my life,
a big part
and i never want to let you go.

Just a ponder....

just a theory but.
are you ever looking at a mirror?
you will automatically say yes, when you want to stare are your reflexion right?
well, are you looking at the mirror, or are you looking at the reflexion of yourself?

What i think, is this.
Your never looking at the actual mirror, its your reflexion.
Since the mirror is reflecting your image, you are seeing yourself
it makes me wonder and ask the question....

what does a mirror actually look like?

this only made sense to the minds of Chloe Prest and I.
please let there be someone else in the world who understands

OM GOSH! hot of the press!! <33

I don't even know where to start this honestly,

I'm totally speechless...

Cupid's arrow was shot, and it was shot directly at my heart.

Its confirmed,

Prince Charming, wants to be in my life.

I might get my fairytale ending after all!

For a while I've been running through scenarios of why he wasn't calling

and it was all because he was so caught up in his royal duties

but now he can save me from the dreaded past that haunted me from before

and start a new chapter a more, happier one with him

you...

You know that i still have feelings for you,
*1 and a half years* worth of feelings.
Not saying that I want you back because I don't

My head was filled with dreams of happiness and joy
now its filled with darkness and dispear
all the things you put me threw haunts me to this day.

One night, I dreamt that my blood was splattered all over the walls of the room we shared. It was dark and very hard to see. I was crying, crying out for mercy but your heart of coal could care less that i was in pain. You kept yelling at me like i was worthless (i always felt worthless). It was about something small that I hadn't done the laundry like you said, and how i never listen or do as you say. You were about to grab me by my neck, then i woke up.

I run that scenario in my head every day,
wondering if that would be how it would be.
Scared and trapped in your arms, never feeling loved.
I look at myself in the mirror,
I no longer cry out blood,
I cry out tears.

I didn't have to wait for prince charming to rescue me
I rescued myself.
It wasn't the thought of others who made my descision
It was the fear in my heart
No longer will you haunt my dreams
No longer will you be in my life.

Sorry its been a while, I know you feel neglected :(

Well, the novel of my life isn't looking so dark and gloomy anymore.
To make a long (1 year and a half long) story short, the antagonist whom i believed was the love of my life was banished off the face of the earth.
I nor longer try and speak with him because all he cares about is getting back with me which i don't want.

However, another boy came into my life.
/well he was always in it, but i never really got the guts to tell anyone, though people saw through me like a glass wall/
Let's call him, Prince Charming
When I am with him its like I'm in a surreal universe where everything is right.
It's weird because I've never felt this way before, i was always the one on the hunt, but now i feel as if I'm the prey; vulnerable and weak.
I can't function without the thought of him on my mind, however people are seeing me as; more happy energetic... because I've moved onto another chapter of my life...

another chapter in this novel, another chapter in which i have to make right. another chapter in which involves, you....