My ruined life... left shattered

There you were your eyes filled with terror standing before me. Furious with me you threated to take my life away from me.

If it weren't for you, i probably could have fun with my friends. Without the slightest worry that your creeping around the corner, watching my every movement, shuddering from the laughter that you hear no more. If it weren't for the fact that I wasn't afraid of you, i probably would have taken you full force and kill you myself. If it weren't for the memories we shared, you wouldn't have brushed against the memories that would have hurt the most. If it weren't for you I would be happy.

I'm afraid to even be with my friends now for the fact that you might go out to get them. Its not them you want, its me... However you will never find me...

For my dearest friends: S.C.R.
Thank you, for all that you've done for me, but this shall be goodbye... I shall not forget the numerous times we laughed, cried... and when you would put up with my singing. Thank you for constantly being there to dry my tears, you are my life support, and I shall never forget you three... Grads 09 Bitches... My AWA team. forever and always will PJV's song of the day hopfully stay in your hearts.

For the one I lost: N
I'm sorry that I got you into this mess. I knew it was a risk, but as always I followed my heart, and never used my better judgment. However if i hadn't, I would have ever had the best few months that i ever had in my entire life. Cinderella vs. Monsters Inc. Cinderella will always win. Watch out for the pink boa lady behind you, her boa will find you... Chesse pizza... Yumm, don't deny it. You shall be the one that I will cherish in my thoughts and in my heart. I never forgot about you. I'm sorry to have bothered you after i left you, I shouldn't have but again i was following my foolish heart. My Prince Charming I bid you adieu. I love you, I never stopped loving you.

For everyone else, this is goodbye... x0x