"And to be honest i believe your trying to get us back together, and ill tell you this right now, its not going to happen now. I am done with all this drama that i went through. now dont get me wrong i still want to be your friend, but just that."

These words keep ringing from my head, as tears fall from my eyes. I've lost the greatest thing thats ever happened to me. How do i get better once ive had the best?

And again I made a reference to thinking of you... by katy perry...

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know