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Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Have your feelings changed

When this question was asked i was started. I have never loved someone more, and no doubt my love for you has not diminished. This is stronger than any other feeling i've felt.
You say that I was acting differently, how so? I don't know you didn't want to ask that question. But my mind couldn't come off of the fact that you would second guess my love for you. And I started to think and notice.
The walk was quiet and akward.
You gave me one worded answers.
However the rest of the night was all the same, you said that you loved me like you always do. kiss me on the forehead and wished me goodnight but something inside of me didn't want to let you go last night.

I slept like a baby last night but in class i had this dream;

I was there, with you cuddling with you on your bed like always. But your actions and your words confused me. You acted like nothing was the same but deep down i knew that there was something on your mind. Sharp pain came from inside of me and I started to cry... thats when you said goodbye.... and left me.

I think about that and wonder, is that why you asked me if my feelings for you changed? It scared me, the thought of losing you, losing everything that I love again... I didn't want to let that happen. & Today; only a few msgs were returned. No calls. and Still here I am waiting by the phone waiting for you to call... because tonight were supposed to go to a movie that you agreed to... It starts at 9, its not 7:30

I love you, know that. I'm afraid of losing you, if there is anything bothering you tell me and ill fix it. Promise. I won't ever break your heart.